Mirror
The brief for this assignment started with the words “Choose a community that you are already part of” My first thought was that I’m not part of any community! I had a look at a definition for the word Community
- a social group of any size whose members reside in a specific locality, share government, and often have a common cultural and historical heritage
- a locality inhabited by such a group
Even though I don’t go to the gym or are part of a group in that sense, I am part of the local community where I live.
The brief asks us to “create a photographic response to how this group informs who you are as a person”
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“what aspects of this group or community reflect on you?”
“what do you share?”
“How does it function as a mirror reflection of who you are?”
I was a bit confused as to what these questions meant! I decided to think of them in my own terms which was to look at me / my personality and the community and how they fit, does anything about the community mirror who I am?
Going back to the references and photographers mentioned in the student notes for project 1 (Mirrors), they all use themselves in some shape or form in their images. I really don’t like seeing myself in photos
The Finish photographer Elina Brotherus uses self portraits in series of images that are often autobiographical. She deals with deeply personal aspects of her life in her images, often detailing upsetting, and life changing events.

Fig. 1 Annonciation 7, Jour de l’Annonciation. (Brotherus, 2011)
German artist Esther Teichmann
“Esther Teichmann calls for a new way to look at photographs, not as mirrors of, or windows into the world, but as portals between the personal and universal, reality and the supernatural and photography and other mediums. Through the layering of memory, desire, fear, fiction and fantasy, Teichmann uses and extends the photographic medium as a passage between realms of experience and artistic creation. Her work exploits the tension between photography’s relationship to reality and a sense of otherworldly power. For Teichmann, this complex, even troubled relationship with the medium yields a passionate foray into others” Jessica Brier
Fig. 2 Untitled from Mythologies. (Teichmann, 2015)Both Cindy Sherman and Nan Goldman use themselves in many of their images. They create provocative and, in some cases, shocking images to try and cut through the blindness of society.

Fig. 3 Nan one month after being battered (Goldin, 1984)
“Cindy Sherman takes pictures of herself that make us feel unsettled. For Cindy the ‘selfie’ is not about looking good: it is a way of making you think” (Bennett and Thapp, 2019)

Fig. 4 Untitled B (Sherman, 1975)
I must admit that while researching these photographers, I found myself starting to feel down and a bit depressed! I certainly wouldn’t want to dismiss any of their work, but after coming through a pandemic, after losing several family members during this time (not related to the pandemic but made harder because of it) and all the other current terrible events (Ukraine) close and further away from home, I suspect I am at saturation point when it comes to life and its realities!
I certainly don’t want to include myself physically in any of the images for this assignment, but that doesn’t mean I won’t! I would very much like to cheer myself up at this point and perhaps at the same time create a series of images that reflects some aspects of me, but in a way that is pleasing, informative and interesting. I do wonder also if some humour is required at this point? I am also not sure if I want to include any people in the images.
When I was thinking of whether to include people or not, I started wondering how including people could help, or indeed hinder. Could I use other people to represent me and how I am reflected in the community? This took me on a rather unexpected journey relating to age and expectations within age groups. I am 61 and it turns out I’m not sure what that is supposed to mean. (I think this issue might be a whole different project!)
I took a few initial shots around the local area with my phone just to get started. I have discovered that if I take a few shots with my phone and don’t think about taking shots with my camera, it helps to reduce the pressure to get shots for assignments and exercises. I decided not to focus too much on the way in which it reflects me or I reflect it but just to spend some time wandering. I realised that there would be parts of the area that I hadn’t paid much attention to before.

My initial shoot reminded me of the first assignment I did a year or so ago (The square Mile). I do find myself being distracted by all the photo opportunities around me while wandering and I wonder if I don’t push the reflective element, it will come out intuitively?
My next day out and a selection (contact sheet 002) from a great many photos taken (trying out the intuition idea!)

contact sheet 002
I think this might have worked on some level. I can see quirky (365, 367) old fashioned (321,319) Adventurous (348). Camera shy (a few of them have my reflection) In fact I see something about myself and the community in quite a few of these images!
I intend to take some more shots in the same way but have been thinking about the way in which I need to create a series, the editing and sequencing. As suggested in the student notes I had a look at Context and Narrative by Maria short. I found a great quote from British Magnum photographer Marilyn Silverstone. It makes so much sense in relation to so many of the aspects if this unit and this assignment.
“A photograph is a subjective impression. It is what the photographer sees. No matter how hard we try to get into the skin, into the feeling of the subject or situation, however much we emphathize, it is still what we see that comes out in the images, it is our reaction to the subject and in the end, the whole corpus of our work becomes a portrait of ourselves” Silverstone (nd)
Something that kept popping up during my research was the “audience” and that it can often be important for a photographer to know who that will be and in what context the photograph(s) will be viewed. For all the assignments so far there has been a “brief” In some cases a very detailed one. This means that everyone viewing the images will probably know what that brief is. Any series already has this as its narrative.
I found looking at how other photographers work once they have taken the shots very useful. This included a wide range of different types of photographers and photography, including single portraits and series.
I really enjoyed listening to how the Brooklyn based photographer and film maker Tyler Mitchell shoots and selects his images, particularity those where he has a clear intent. Ensuring that everything in the frame has a positive influence on the intent of the shot was something I am beginning to realise is so important. I suspect this is not always possible when shooting in situations with little control, however it is something that I am now thinking about when I look through the viewfinder.
More photos, and this time I was aware that I was taking shots that I liked as well as shots that I thought might work for the assignment. There were also shots that fitted both categories. It was clear that I would have to be careful that I wasn’t just saying something about the location.

Contact sheet 4
My next task is to look at them again and rule out any that are not saying anything about the connection between this community and me. I also need to ensure that I am not including images that say the same thing as other images in the series or are not saying anything at all. It’s very hard not to just select the images that are pleasing to the eye without thinking about the brief!
I used a Adobe bridge to review and rate each image until I had reduced them down to 7 images that I felt reflected me as a person and aspects shared with the community. It was a tricky process and I got quite confused as to what aspects of me I was looking for! I found that If I categorised the images, it made the selection process a bit easier. I also found that not looking at them for a day helped to clarify my thoughts. I realised that I hadn’t included many people. This wasn’t a conscious decision, but it just didn’t happen very much. I seemed to be focused on the physical aspects, appearance, and different types of areas within the community. I decided to leave them for a day or so to allow me to take a fresh look.
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The student notes asked us to consider the following when looking for the final images
Some questions to consider are:
- What order should the images be shown in?
- Are there too many repetitive images?
- Do you need to let go of earlier images because the project has changed?
- Are you too close to some of your favourite pictures and they don’t fit the
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- Do you need to re-shoot any for technical reasons?
- Are there any gaps that need to be filled?
The images don’t need to be in any order as they are not representing a sequence. Any order will be purely down to aesthetics. I don’t believe there are any repetitive images although images 3, 5 and 7 are showing similar open spaces, they are saying something different about how they reflect something about me. None of these images were favourites so I am happy I have managed to steer clear of that trap!
Looking again at the set of images I have so far, I’m not happy with the way the first and last images sit within the series. They seem to be a bit jarring. I think it is because they are so different. Moving them around hasn’t helped so I may need to look for replacements or add in some more to balance them out.
Experimented with a few more images, bringing some new ones in and taking some of the originals out (see below)
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I am happier with this last set, but I need to retake the second image (watering cans) I want to get a more interesting angle and get a bit closer so that it fits better with the images around it and it is clearer what they are.
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I removed the unicorn image and replaced it with the shops which I’m not sure about, perhaps its too literal. I replaced the watering cans with a closer more interesting shot and I think it works better
Getting the final set and then getting them in an order that looked right took quite a long time. I found that leaving them and coming back was really helping but there are only so many times that can be done! Still not sure about the shops (Img.9)
See Assignment 3 for final versions
Bibliography
Figure 1
Brotherus, E., 2011. Annonciation 7, Jour de l’Annonciation. [image]
Available at: <http://www.elinabrotherus.com/photography#/annonciation/>
[Accessed 5 April 2022].
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Teichmann, E., 2015. Untitled from Mythologies. [image]
Available at: <http://www.estherteichmann.com/work>
[Accessed 5 April 2022].
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Goldin, N., 1984. [image]
Available at: <https://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/goldin-nan-one-month-after-being-battered-p78045>
[Accessed 5 April 2022].
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Sherman, C., 1975. Untitled B. [image]
Available at: <https://www.tate.org.uk/search?type=artwork&q=cindy+sherman>
[Accessed 5 April 2022].
http://www.estherteichmann.com/biography
Bennett, S. and Thapp, M., 2019. The bigger picture. Tate Publishing.
Short, M., 2011. Basics Creative Photography 02. AVA Publishing, p.88. (Marilyn Silverstone)